In my referrer log this afternoon I found ex.drunk.a.log. It moved me. The author in an early post:
The good news is that by getting sober I was given a chance to confront all my difficulties. The bad news is that by getting sober I was given a chance to confront all my difficulties
Go read this weblog. Start with the first post. This is one of those perfect uses and reasons for the personal publishing format. It gets feelings out there. Maybe someone else has a similar life. Maybe it can help.